Yesterday, I spent 60 dollars on groceries, took the bus home, carried both bags with two good arms back to my studio apartment and cooked myself dinner. You and I may have different definitions of a good day.
This week, I paid my rent and my credit card bill, worked 60 hours between my two jobs, only saw the sun on my cigarette breaks and slept like a rock.
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Flossed in the morning, and remembered to buy eggs. My mother is proud of me.
It is not the kind of pride she brags about at the golf course. See, she remembers what came before this.
The weeks where I forgot how to use my muscles, how I would stay as silent as a thick fog for weeks. She thought each phone call from an unknown number was the notice of my suicide.
Összekötő oldalak a közelemben were the bad days. My life was a gift that I wanted to return.
My head was a house of leaking faucets and burnt-out lightbulbs. Depression, is a good lover. So attentive; has this innate way of making everything about you.
Összekötő oldalak a közelemben it is easy to forget that your bedroom is not the world, That the dark shadows your pain casts is not mood-lighting. It is easier to stay in this abusive relationship than fix the problems it has created. Összekötő oldalak a közelemben, I slept in until 10, cleaned every dish I own, fought with the bank, You and I might have different definitions of adulthood. And my mother is proud of me.
I burned down a house of depression, I painted over murals of greyscale, and it was hard to rewrite my life into one I wanted to live But today, I want to live.